Resurgent Reign

Revelation 12:10-11

Blood of the Lamb

"Then I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, 'Now salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren, who accused them before our God day and night, has been cast down. And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.'"
A story of how I was demonized with several demons, including a religious demon, and how Jesus delivered me. Some demons came out on command. The religious demon took years before he was cast out of my soul (mind, will, emotions). Religious thought processes and lies were so deeply engrained into my psyche, my perceptions of reality and his personality so intertwined with mine, it took years of renewing my mind with the word of God and encounters with God in His presence before religion was cast out.

I was 12 when I found myself running to the alter weeping with the feeling of my heart simultaneously exploding and melting out of my chest as I gave my life to Christ during a conference.

Something had changed. Something was different. I felt different.

I now had this desire to know God, to spend time with Him, to pursue Him, and to commune with Him but I didn’t really know how too.

The night of my salvation encounter with God, I gave Him my heart (at least all of what I knew how too) and my yes…

…but I did not repent of or confess the hidden sin that was in my life and my demons were never cast out of me (I had no idea I had some).

Since I was 3 years old, I had…

  • rejected God
  • rejected myself – I wanted a sex change
  • rejected His will for me
  • been addicted to masturbating
  • dealt in some witchcraft
  • experienced sexual encounters with other children/peers and animal (bestiality)
  • been angry

Something about encountering God’s presence and His love for me made me feel/come alive and temporarily brought relief to the tormenting pain and rejection I felt inside.

I did not know how to continue to encounter God on a day-to-day basis.

I had been masturbating several times a day for temporary relief from the torment.

I was addicted to the neurotransmitters dopamine and oxytocin highs in my own brain that masturbating provided.

The demons present inside of my soul used their power to enhance the intensity and increase the frequency of the temptation for perverted sexual encounters and relief from the desire to perform a certain act at a certain time would not cease until the action was carried out.  

I did not know how to crucify my flesh.

My flesh and the demons were two enemies I did not know how to overcome or deal with.

John 3:6

flesh gives birth to flesh
"Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit."

Galatians 6:8

from the flesh will reap destruction
"Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life."

Romans 8:8

cannot please God
"Those who are in the realm of the flesh cannot please God."

Galatians 5:24

those who belong to Christ
"Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires."

I lived a double or split life and continued to

for the next 10 years or so
Seen - In The Light
  • I made As and Bs in my courses in school.
  • I competed and excelled in athletics.
  • I actively and consistently attended church.
  • I actively and consistently attended age related church groups and events (youth group, choir, summer camp, conferences, young adult groups, etc.).
  • I worshipped, read scripture, hid scripture in my heart, had encounters with God and His presence. 
  • Stated I was a Christian and knew God when asked.
  • Worked different jobs when not actively in school or participating in athletics. 
  • Did well at anything I put my hands to or participated in. 
  • Dated/in relationships with males. 
  • Presented myself as happy, life is good, and I am well put together. 
Unseen - In The Dark
  • I was addicted to masturbating.
  • I started to live a lesbian lifestyle/in relationships with females. 
  • Depressed
  • Angry 
  • Tormented
  • I loved watching horror films (my demons loved horror films).

As time progressed…

  • depression intensified 
  • I became suicidal, with many close attempts at suicide. Demons would come into my room along with the ones I had inside and would give me different ideas on how to carry out an attempt. The presence of the demons would also increase the intensity of the pain of rejection that would become overwhelming, along with a desire to want to kill myself. 
  • Drinking alcohol more frequently/drunkenness 
  • Internal torment increased
  • I was punching holes in doors/walls, throwing things, breaking/punching mirrors, and slamming my head and body into doors/walls. 

*Some of this could be seen and was not all hidden.*

Matthew 17:18

and it came out of the boy
"Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed at that moment."

Luke 4:35

come out of him
"'Be quiet!' Jesus said sternly. 'Come out of him!' Then the demon threw the man down before them all and came out without injuring him."

Mark 16:9

out of whom He had cast seven demons
"Now when He rose early on the first day of the week, He appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom He had cast seven demons."

Mark 9:22-23

the spirit often throws him into the fire
"'The spirit often throws him into the fire or into water, trying to kill him. Have mercy on us and help us, if you can.' "What do you mean, ‘If I can’?” Jesus asked. 'Anything is possible if a person believes.'"

I remember the first time I confessed sin to someone.

I was terrified and trembled in my own skin.

I had been with a woman of whom you could say I fell hard for, who was now cheating on me with another woman and bringing the other woman into our bed to sleep with her in front of me. 

I had started to drink very heavily, continued to be suicidal and started to be homicidal with the temptation being presented to me to take revenge for all the pain, rejection, and betrayal I was experiencing. 

I knew that was not the answer and sought help from someone I felt safe to share with. 

The individual I started to confess sin and explain my life circumstances to, loved Jesus and loved me well. The individual pointed me to God’s word, to Jesus, to seek professional counseling, and continued to be a mentor God used in my process of first stepping out of the dark and into the light.

1 John 1:9

if we confess our sins
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

Proverbs 28:13

he who covers his sins will not prosper
"He who covers his sins will not prosper, but whoever confesses and forsakes them will have mercy."

Romans 12:19

do not avenge yourselves
"Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, 'Vengeance is Mine, I will repay,' says the Lord."

For a season I started to step out into the light. 

I continued to open up and confess sin. 

I started to be in and around community and other people who loved Jesus. 

I started to seek God. 

But I was still struggling. 

I was still hurting and dealing with torment. 

I was still drinking. 

I was still suicidal…

…and a new woman came on the scene that I started a relationship with. 

There was something different though…I noticed I was more spiritually sensitive.

I could see the demons in my room more clearly.

I was more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and His leading. 

I knew by His Spirit what His will was and what He did and did not want me to do. 

Even so, I started resisting the Holy Spirit and actively/knowingly disobeying/rebelling against Him…

…and I kept doing so.

Months if not a year went by and one day, the Lord came to me.

His presence filled the room. 

He spoke to me directly, firmly, honestly, full of truth, justice, mercy and love.

He came to warn me, rebuke me, and to command me to repent.

As He spoke to me, He took me into a vision where I experienced hell along with an emphasis on time in an eternal continuum. 

As I was experiencing the vision, the Lord spoke and told me if I did not repent of how I was living then hell/the vision was the eternal destination I was headed too. 

He took me out of the vision. 

His presence remained with me in the room, but He was now quiet. 

I sat there in His presence, wrestling with what He had just shown and told me. 

Although He was speaking to me about condemnation, He was not there to condemn me but to rebuke me to save me. 

He does not want anyone to perish or to go to hell. 

His judgement, His rebuke, His exposure, etc. is His mercy. 

He loves us so much. 

I sat in His presence for a while. 

He patiently waited for my response. 

In the encounter with Him, I felt the fear of the Lord and loved. 

I knew how I had been living was wrong. 

I knew I had been living in rebellion against Him. 

I realized I did not know Him, and I did not know who I was or what my purpose was here on earth. 

As I finished processing, I came to a place of giving up or surrender. 

I surrendered/entrusted my life to Him, His Lordship. 

I had been trusting myself more than Him.

I had been living out my will, not His. 

I looked at Him and responded with a simple prayer/communication, “I do not know You. I want to know You. I do not know who I am or why I am here. I feel lost. I want to be who you created me to be and to live the life You have for me.” 

Acts 7:51

you always resist the Holy Spirit
"You stiff-necked and uncircumcised in heart and ears! You always resist the Holy Spirit; as your fathers did, so do you."

Matthew 15:8

but their heart is far from Me
"These people draw near to Me with their mouth, and honor Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me."

I Samuel 15:23

rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft
"For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, He also has rejected you from being king."

Ezekiel 12:2

you dwell in the midst of a rebellious house
"Son of man, you dwell in the midst of a rebellious house, which has eyes to see but does not see, and ears to hear but does not hear; for they are a rebellious house."

Revelation 3:19

as many as I love, I rebuke
"As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent."

Proverbs 15:32

he who heeds rebuke gets understanding
"He who disdains instruction despises his own soul, but he who heeds rebuke gets understanding."

Acts 3:19-21

repent therefore and be converted
"Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, so that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord, and that He may send Jesus Christ, who was preached to you before, whom heaven must receive until the times of restoration of all things, which God has spoken by the mouth of all His holy prophets since the world began."

II Peter 3:9

not willing that any should perish
"The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance."

Matthew 10:28

fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell
"And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell."

WARNING

Many are living in rebellion, immorality, and are resisting the Holy Spirit.

I Corinthians 5:9-13

do not keep company with anyone named a brother, who is sexually immoral
"I wrote to you in my epistle not to keep company with sexually immoral people. Yet I certainly did not mean with the sexually immoral people of this world, or with the covetous, or extortioners, or idolaters, since then you would need to go out of the world. But now I have written to you not to keep company with anyone named a brother, who is sexually immoral, or covetous, or an idolater, or a reviler, or a drunkard, or an extortioner— not even to eat with such a person. For what have I to do with judging those also who are outside? Do you not judge those who are inside? But those who are outside God judges. Therefore, put away from yourselves the evil person."

I Corinthians 6:18

flee sexual immorality
"Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."

Hebrews 13:4

fornicators and adulterers God will judge
"Marriage is honorable among all, and the bed undefiled; but fornicators and adulterers God will judge."

I Corinthians 6:9-11

the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God
"Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God."

surrender all - forsake all

Luke 14:25-33

whoever of you does not forsake all that he has cannot be My disciple
"Now great multitudes went with Him. And He turned and said to them, 'If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple. For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, whether he has enough to finish it — lest, after he has laid the foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish?' Or what king, going to make war against another king, does not sit down first and consider whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? Or else, while the other is still a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks conditions of peace. So likewise, whoever of you does not forsake all that he has cannot be My disciple."

choose today whom you will serve

Joshua 24:14-15

put away the gods which your fathers served
'“Now therefore, fear the Lord, serve Him in sincerity and in truth, and put away the gods which your fathers served on the other side of the river and in Egypt. Serve the Lord! And if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord, choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the river, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."

How Jesus Led Me Out...

Psalms 107:14

He brought them out of darkness
"He brought them out of darkness, the utter darkness, and broke away their chains."

Colossians 1:13

He has delivered us from the power of darkness
"He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love."
Obey His Voice - Holy Spirit Led

Romans 8:14

"For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God."

John 10:25-29

"Jesus answered them, 'I told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in My Father’s name, they bear witness of Me. But you do not believe, because you are not of My sheep, as I said to you. My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father’s hand.'"

Joshua 24:24

"And the people said to Joshua, 'The Lord our God we will serve, and His voice we will obey!'"

Deuteronomy 30:8

"And you will again obey the voice of the Lord and do all His commandments which I command you today."
Time with Jesus Daily - Read the Bible

Matthew 4:4

"But He answered and said, 'it is written, man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.'"

Romans 12:2

"And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God."

Matthew 22:37

"Jesus said to him, ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’"

Romans 10:17

"So, then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God."

Psalms 91:1-2

"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, 'He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in Him I will trust.'"
Come Out of Isolation - Dwell in the House of the Lord

Proverbs 18:1

"A man who isolates himself seeks his own desire; he rages against all wise judgment."

*Self-isolation vs. Holy Spirit led isolation are not the same thing.*

Hebrews 10:24-25

"And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works, not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."

Luke 15:18-20

"I will arise and go to my father, and will say to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you, and I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me like one of your hired servants.' And he arose and came to his father. But when he was still a great way off, his father saw him and had compassion and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him."

Psalms 27:4

"One thing I have desired of the Lord, that will I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in His temple."

Psalms 84:10

"For a day in Your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God Than dwell in the tents of wickedness."
Crucify the Flesh - Live in the Spirit

Galatians 5:24-25

"If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires."

Romans 8:5-11

"For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Because the carnal mind is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, nor indeed can be. So then, those who are in the flesh cannot please God. But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His. And if Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin, but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you."

John 3:5-8

"Jesus answered, 'Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit.'"
Submit to God and resist the devil

James 4:7-10

"Therefore, submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Lament and mourn and weep! Let your laughter be turned to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up."

Ephesians 6:11

"Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil."

3 different categories of churches

During my life I have been in and out of many different churches that were a part of different denominations.
I am going to place churches in 3 different categories based off of observations from my own experiences.
I was demonized by a religious spirit while attending these 3 different types of churches.
I am going to give a brief description of how the religious demon acted inside of me while I was in each different type of church.
*Church world is obviously way more dynamic and complex, keeping it very simple.*
Churches Led by Demons

II Peter 2:1-3

they will exploit you with deceptive words
"But there were also false prophets among the people, even as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Lord who bought them, and bring on themselves swift destruction. And many will follow their destructive ways, because of whom the way of truth will be blasphemed. By covetousness they will exploit you with deceptive words; for a long time their judgment has not been idle, and their destruction does not slumber."

Matthew 7:15

inwardly they are ravenous wolves
"Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves."
  • The pastor and leadership are the devil’s puppets.
  • Abusive, deceptive, and oppressive. 
  • Demons know scripture well and will use scripture to deceive, manipulate, and control you. 

Religious demon's activity in churches led by demons

  • Did not mind me being in a cult
  • Participated with other demons to keep deceptions in place
Churches Led by Man

Jeremiah 3:15

I will give you shepherds according to My heart
"And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding."

I Timothy 5:17

Let the elders who rule well be counted worthy of double honor
"Let the elders who rule well be counted worthy of double honor, especially those who labor in the word and doctrine."
  • Some pastors have built something out of their own will and their own strength and have placed a title in front of their name and are not true pastors. 
  • Some pastors here build according to God’s will and are true pastors teaching God’s word. They love people well, but there was not much power or deliverance ministry and people are sitting there demonized not getting free. 
  • I sat in churches like this for years demonized and tormented and no one could help me when I sought or needed help with the spiritual realm. 

Religious demon's activity in churches led by man

  • Tried to isolate me some
  • Not very threatened by the pastors
  • Pastors/leadership did not walk in much power
Churches Led by Jesus

Colossians 1:17-20

He is the head of the body, the church
"And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist. And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence. For it pleased the Father that in Him all the fullness should dwell, and by Him to reconcile all things to Himself, by Him, whether things on earth or things in heaven, having made peace through the blood of His cross."
  • The pastor and leadership are under the rule, authority, headship of Jesus Christ. 
  • The Holy Spirit is welcome here. 
  • People are being delivered from demons, healed, restored, and come into sonship. 

Religious demon's activity in churches led by Jesus

  • Started trippin
  • Started tormenting me
  • Started lying to me about the presence of the Holy Spirit
  • Started lying to me about people filled with the Holy Spirit
  • Started lying to me about that particular church
  • Tried to isolate me and keep me away from that church
  • Did not want me to find out who I was
  • Did not want me to encounter God as Father

Jesus Baptized Me in the Holy Spirit and Fire

One summer, I was invited to a weekend retreat at another church in the community.

The presence of God was in this church. I had not experienced His presence like that in a church before up until that point in my life.

During the last service of the retreat, one of the pastors started to preach and teach about the Baptism of the Holy Spirit and fire.

The presence of the Lord was thick in the building.

When the teaching was over, many including myself were Baptized in the Holy Spirit and speaking in tongues. 

I started praying in the Spirit all the time.

After a few months a familiar demonic attack came in the night.

I felt hopeless, depressed, and suicidal.

For years I had struggled with hopelessness, despair, depression, and suicide.

Just a year or two prior, demons had entered my car, grabbed my hands and my steering wheel as an overwhelming feeling of hopelessness and a desire to kill myself came over me.

The demons were trying to get me to turn my car into the concrete median on the highway.

I texted someone that I wanted to kill myself with my car and the demons let go of me and left the vehicle.

This night was different.

Something about having been Baptized in the Holy Spirit gave me something I did not have before.

I now had power.

The Holy Spirit led me in self-deliverance.

“I have been bought and paid for by the blood of Jesus Christ and you have to leave!” I yelled, as I held my hand over my stomach.

Something like a giant hand, a snake, an alien (a demon), moved inside of my abdominal cavity.

As the demon left my body, I ran to the restroom to throw up in the toilet.

The Holy Spirit’s presence then filled the restroom and the place inside of my abdomen where the demon had occupied.

I never struggled with suicide again.

A few months past and I had another familiar demonic attack that came in the night.

This attack was different than the depression and suicide attacks that would come (but was now free of!). 

This attack came with intense tormenting pain and rejection. 

My room was blacked out due to my black out curtains. 

I sat up in my bed looking into the darkness when a spirit illuminating bright light leaned to its side as if to peer around a wall and looked at me. 

I saw him with both my spiritual and natural vision/eyes. 

It startled me and I jumped several feet backwards and hit the wall. 

Then the spirit leaned the other direction and disappeared into the darkness. 

He emanated light in the colors of green, purple, and gold. 

His eyes were full of light, and he had a crown on his head. 

Attacks and torment from this demon, who was coming in the form of an angel of light, continued for 4-5 more years. 

Matthew 3:11

He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire
"I baptize you with water for repentance. But after me comes one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire."

Act 2:4

and began to speak with other tongues
"And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance."

Acts 1:4-8

wait for the promise of the Father
"And being assembled together with them, He commanded them not to depart from Jerusalem, but to wait for the Promise of the Father, “which,” He said, “you have heard from Me; for John truly baptized with water, but you shall be baptized with the Holy Spirit not many days from now.” Therefore, when they had come together, they asked Him, saying, “Lord, will You at this time restore the kingdom to Israel?” And He said to them, “It is not for you to know times or seasons which the Father has put in His own authority. But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”

Acts 2:38

you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit
"Then Peter said to them, 'Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.'"

II Corinthians 11:14

Satan himself transforms himself into an angel of light
"And no wonder! For Satan himself transforms himself into an angel of light."

Religion vs. Royalty

If you are visual like me and want to see what the religious spirit is like, watch the Disney movie Tangled.

The character in the film named Mother Gothel is a great example of the religious spirit.

In the movie, Princess Rapunzel is kidnapped (while young) from the palace in the middle of the night by Mother Gothel.

Rapunzel is taken to an isolated tower or a “prison”, where Mother Gothel begins to lie to her about where she comes from, who she is, and about the outside world.

Rapunzel grows up thinking/believing Mother Gothel is truly her mother and that her living conditions and how she is being related to by Mother Gothel is normal when it is actually abusive.

Rapunzel does not know any different and does not have anything else to compare her reality too.

Rapunzel grows up in a tangled web of lies that control her mind and her perceptions of reality.

Even in the deception Rapunzel was living in, she had this inner knowing that there was something more.

She was drawn to the lights in the sky that she would see every year on her birthday.

When Rapunzel leaves the tower for the first time, she experiences a taste of freedom and then starts to go back and forth with herself within her own mind on whether leaving the tower is ok or not.

She starts to worry about what Mother Gothel would think and is back and forth between exuberant joy and anxiety/depression. (When I started following and obeying the Holy Spirit, the religious demon would attack, torment, and punish me for doing so).

Mother Gothel eventually realizes Rapunzel is gone and works to get her back in the tower and back under her control. Listen to Mother Gothel’s lies and how she speaks to and treats Rapunzel. The religious demon sounds similar.

Towards the end of the movie, Rapunzel is taken back to the tower by Mother Gothel.

She has a flag or a piece of cloth with a sun on it that she brought back with her from her journey to the village/kingdom.

While sitting in her room she looks up and notices she had painted the same sun all over her ceiling and has a flashback memory or an experience like a vision where she remembers who she is and where she comes from. 

She realizes she is the lost princess, her entire life has been a lie, and Mother Gothel is not her mother. 

Mother Gothel continues to make decisions and moves to steal from Rapunzel, and even kill and destroy people or everything and anything in Rapunzel’s life in order to keep Rapunzel bound.  

Mother Gothel chains and muzzles Rapunzel and states, “Rapunzel really, enough already, stop fighting me!” (while Rapunzel is actively trying to pull away and break free from the chains).

Rapunzel falls to the floor yelling back at Mother Gothel and respond, “No! I won’t stop for every minute for the rest of my life I will fight! I will never stop trying to get away from you!”

I will not stop fighting.
For the rest of my life I will fight.
I am also fighting for you...
To heal the broken hearted...
To proclaim liberty to the captives...
To proclaim the opening of the prison to those who are bound...
To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord.

Rapunzel, the lost princess, returns home, is reconciled to her parents, and rules and reigns as royalty over the kingdom. 

I’ve had a few experiences in God’s presence where He has enlightened the eyes of my understanding.

He has given me visions and shown me Himself, who He created me to be, and some of what He has for me to do. 

I had an experience similar to Rapunzel where I had a vision that brought me into a revelation of who I am and where I come from. 

I realized that the demon that had been tormenting and lying to me my whole life, posing as God, claiming to be God, and had been “fathering me,” was really the one I needed to turn on and get away from. 

Much like Rapunzel realizing she needed to get away from Mother Gothel. 

The demon portraying itself as an angel of light was really an angel of darkness and I turned on it, resisted its lies, and cast it out. 

It was a religious demon. 

The process of having this religious demon finally leave happened while I have been in a small, on fire, Holy Spirit filled church named Rocky City in Corpus Christi, TX. 

With other on fire, sold out, lovers of Jesus who have loved me well.

I have been reconciled with my Father in heaven and now get to rule and reign in this life with Him.

Ephesians 1:18

eyes of your understanding being enlightened
"...the eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints..."

Job 33:30

enlightened with the light of life
"To bring back his soul from the pit, that he may be enlightened with the light of life."

II Samuel 22:29

the Lord shall enlighten my darkness
"For You are my lamp, O Lord; the Lord shall enlighten my darkness."
You are sons and daughters of the King and your Father is calling you home to rule and reign with Him.

REPENT

Revelation 3:19-22

be zealous and repent
"As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore, be zealous and repent. Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. 'He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.'”

RETURN

Revelation 2:1-7

return to your first love
"To the angel of the church of Ephesus write, these things says He who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks in the midst of the seven golden lampstands: 'I know your works, your labor, your patience, and that you cannot bear those who are evil. And you have tested those who say they are apostles and are not and have found them liars; and you have persevered and have patience, and have labored for My name’s sake and have not become weary. Nevertheless, I have this against you, that you have left your first love. But this you have, that you hate the deeds of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place—unless you repent. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life, which is in the midst of the Paradise of God.'”

RECONCILE

II Corinthians 5:17-21

be reconciled to God
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. Now all things are of God, who has reconciled us to Himself through Jesus Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation, that is, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not imputing their trespasses to them, and has committed to us the word of reconciliation. Now then, we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were pleading through us: we implore you on Christ’s behalf, be reconciled to God. For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him."

REIGN

Romans 5:17

reign in life through the One
"For if by the one man’s offense death reigned through the one, much more those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ."

Revelation 5:10

we shall reign on the earth
"And have made us kings and priests to our God; And we shall reign on the earth."

Isaiah 32:1

a king will reign in righteousness
"Behold, a king will reign in righteousness, and princes will rule with justice."